picture time

she is my little cousin.
Wan Nurul Aisyah Natasya. (macam nak celen nama panjang aku je)

i love taking her pic.
Nice expression here.

Selamat Hari Lahir ABAH

Ding! Ding!
Wishes time again.

This one is for you, ABAH.

he is my superhero, he is Mohd Rosli b Hj Musa

thanks for being a great motivator
thanks for being a great supporter
thanks for being a great teacher
thanks for being a great guidance
and lastly
thanks for being a great FATHER

Happy 49th birthday.

Kakak sayang Abah *big hug*

calculating and counting

yes.

Me and Enche H have been to gather for 2 years 6 months and 4 days.

2 and a half years ??? * woot woot*

and
I still love him
Love him sooo much..





really miss him rite now.


NotaMinda: urghh.. so cliche yet it's true.

wishes again

to her whom watch a lot of cartoon-

HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY DEAR
NIK NURUL FARIHA AIZAT

i found my reset button here.. in my house

i had a serious emotional breakdown
before i came back home.

full of sorrow and despair.
always had a fake smile, fake laugh
and don't know what i was thinking about.

i lose my grip on love and friendship.
day dreaming all day long.
cried late night for nothing,
and doing things without even thinking
what people around me feels.
"did they hurt?"

useless and pathetic.me.
that's why i am looking forward
to have a long holiday at home..

yesterday,
i found my reset button
in my home,
i found my space

and i know
i have to say this..

"I'm sorry my dear friends (especially her) and my dear Enche H"


NotaMinda: aku memang lemah!

introducing

ACHTUNG: sila tutup mulut sebelum gelak!!!

pemain AZAM URUS no 4

photo taken bai enche H

perwatakan:
gemok dan bengis.
sila jangan janggu ganggu.


menyahut seruan tuts si sudu -
"ambil gambar paling disgusting dan bila orang tgk mmg xlalu nak makan dan xlalu nak kahwin dengan anda"


Aku tak kira..
aku nak TAG

-kak nissa
-kak erin

wishes for you

21 years old..
and u r no longer 'awet-muda'
but to see you getting old each day is a present for me
and i want to see your face till my last breath.

dear,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
I LOVE YOU soooooooooooooooooooo much, Enche H.

menjadi kecil di dunia sendiri

tenggelam dalam keindahan
menuju jurang kesakitan
memakan diri sendiri
sedar dalam kehancuran.


wahai kamu dan mereka.
mengkinkah kamu alpa?

noktah?

noktah.
bukan akhir.
tapi pembuka permulaan kisah yang baru.

aku mulakan blog ini dengan noktah.
selepas beberapa blog yang lepas terhenti.
untuk mencari ruang baru, dan tempat baru.

gelap

Kusut, Kecewa, Tertekan, Kehilangan, Benci
segala berlegar di kosmos hidup aku.

Air mata, amarah, sedih dan pekikan suara
membalut hari semalam

Aku tenggelam.
Terputus kata-kata.

Dedication untuk saudara kita

Bila politik dan agama menjadi isu..
darah mereka,
kanak-kanak yang naif,
ibu yang tak berdosa,
orang awam yang tak bersalah,
megalir di tanah Gaza.

Masyirah bermandi darah.
Gaza berlagu angin duka.
Al-Durrah tiada pengganti

Al-Fatihah untuk saudara kita di Palestin.

='(

Try Not to Cry by Sami Yusof ft Outladers.

You, you’re not aware
That we’re aware
Of your despair
Don’t show your tears
To your oppressor
Don’t show your tears

Chorus:
Try not to cry little one
You’re not alone
I’ll stand by you
Try not to cry little one
My heart is your stone
I’ll throw with you

Isam:
‘ayn jalut where david slew goliath
This very same place that we be at
Passing through the sands of times
This land’s been the victim of countless crimes
From crusaders and mongols
To the present aggression
Then the franks, now even a crueller oppression
If these walls could speak,
Imagine what would they say

For me in this path that i walk on
There's only one way
Bullets may kill, bones may break
Still i throw stones like david before me and i say

Chorus

You, you’re not aware
That we’re aware
Of your despair
Your nightmares will end
This i promise, i promise

Chorus

Lenny:
No llores, no pierdas la fe
La sed la calma el que haze
Agua de la arena
Y tu que te levantas con orgullo entre las piedras
Haz hecho mares de este polvo
Don’t cry, don’t lose faith
The one who made water come out of the sand
Is the one who quenches the thirst
And you who rise proud from between the stones
Have made oceans from this dust

Waqas:
I throw stones at my eyes
’cause for way too long they’ve been dry
Plus they see what they shouldn’t from oppressed babies to thighs
I throw stones at my tongue
’cause it should really keep its peace
I throw stones at my feet
’cause they stray and lead to defeat
A couple of big ones at my heart
’cause the thing is freezing cold
But my nafs is still alive
And kicking unstoppable and on a roll
I throw bricks at the devil so i’ll be sure to hit him
But first at the man in the mirror
So i can chase out the venom

Isam:
Hmm, a little boy shot in the head
Just another kid sent out to get some bread
Not the first murder nor the last
Again and again a repetition of the past
Since the very first day same story
Young ones, old ones, some glory
How can it be, has the whole world turned blind?
Or is it just ’cause it’s only affecting my kind?!
If these walls could speak,
Imagine what would they say
For me in this path that i walk on
There’s only one way
Bullets may kill, bones may break
Still i throw stones like david before me and i say

Chorus


NotaMinda: Lagu yang menyentuh perasaan. Apa yang kita lakukan untuk saudara kita? atau kamu lupa pada mereka?

to someone who badly want me to change.

YOU.
It's not about you, my friends or my routine.
It is about me.
I wish u could understand me more than you want me to change.

percubaan pertama menjadi pelukis.. FAILED! -sila jangan gelak-

Moral of the story : jangan terus judge orang, tanye dulu.

naive? naah!!

tersepit antara kiri dan kanan.
kanan memaksa,
kiri memendam perasaan.

aku.
tersepit.

aku tidak tabah.
aku sediri perlu cari diri aku.
perlu mencari ruang aku.

tiada siapa mahu faham.


NotaMinda: No more tears Musalmah!

2009

semua dah tulis, sedang tulis dan akan tulis pasal ni.
dan aku.. nak tulis jugak nak merapu.

Bukan nak tulis pasal azam pun.
1st and last azam aku masa 2006.
azam aku.. xmenarek.
pastu aku dah malas nak kusut minda pikir pasal azam tahun baru.

NYE Celebration aku.. luar biasa.
aku bg point lebih untuk 8 minit pertunjukkan bunga api yang sangat cantik.

Sekarang 7.35 am.

"FUIYOO.. kali last aku tido tahun 2008. sekarang dah 2009. setahun tak tido beb!!"
ok. tak kelakar langsung pun.

kan dah cakap, merapu.

aku nak tido.
minum MILO anda jadi sihat dah kuat sebelum tido. Yeay!

shoppa-meter meningkat ke 200%

huh..
pantang ada duit lebih sikit. sikit je pun.
pastu ada tulisan ni depan mata :

SALE UP TO XX%

tit..tit..tit..
duit laju je kuar macam air terjun kat sungai gabai.blurghh!!

aku tak nak kuar pegi mana-mana sampai 4 Januari boleh?

NotaMinda: NYE - extraordinary.