tak tahu nk start dari mana.
Okeh. kali ke-berapa tah.
I'm moving on.
Lepas sebulan lebih, i decided that i need to stop loving/hating or having what ever feeling toward him. Kalau aku asyik melayan perasaan, it means i don't move on. Out of sudden, aku bukak mata and tersedar yang perasaan tu dah takda. I cried no more. I don't regret it and aku tak benci dia. Its plain feeling. Whenever people said his name, it just crossed my mind and then i said, yes, that man once give me the smiles and happiness for almost four years, and i thank him.
Kalau dia dah jumpa someone else, i'm glad and happy. Kalau awal2 dulu, frankly speaking, ada jugak rasa jeles kalau dia rapat dengan orang lain, but now i feel happy that now he's happy. as IF dia dah ada someone else lah kan.huhu
Ramai jugak yang tanya kenapa we decided to break up.. let just say that we are not serasi. Both faults. Aku takleh cakap yang he's doing this and that and bla..bla..bla.. like aku ni saint gila, macamla aku tak buat salah. Yes. I did.. The fact is; We decided not to understand each other anymore. That is why all this things happen. All i can do for this time being are, build back my strength, live as a single and happy person. =)
This might be the last entry i write about me and him.
Last but not least
Kepada kamu yang pernah menjadi my other half, (saya tahu awak baca ini)
Saya tak simpan dendam dan anggaplah, kehadiran saya dalam hidup awak sebagai salah satu pengalaman sebelum awak berjumpa dengan orang yang terbaik untuk diri awak. Terima kasih..
=)
