Exam

exam sudah habis maknanya degree program sudah habis. FYP tinggal nak perbetulkan sikit tang thesis plus ada satu lagi presentation isnin depan (optional). maka selepas itu officially jadi pengangur. effort letak sikit macam mana nak dapat keje. takat apply kat jobstreet and kolej career fair, memang possibility pun takat tu jela. huhu. so sekarang mula job seeking.

exam?
Alhamdulillah. takde kecacatan otak akibat overdose study last minute.. tapi paper, Ya Rabbi, memang susah. nak nak FEM. exam ape yang tak susah kan? rasa sem ni punya preparation paling worst. tengah minggu exam pun ada assignment dan projek yang nak kena siapkan. kalau kerja berguni, nak siapkan semua sebelum exam memang tak lah kan. masa study ECONS malam tu dah rasa loya tekak dan nak pitam. mata rasa macam nak terjojol keluar. Literally yes! Alhamdulillah bila jawab test ok. Ok tu bukan maksudnya betul ke hape, cuma ok la tak blank part yang study. yang tak study tapi keluar soalan juga blakang kira. tu masalah sendiri sbb tak study semua.

Exam weeks ni aku agak strict dengan certain benda (minus the last minute study).

1. Makan kismis dan air mineral banyak-banyak. and yes, kismis do the wonder
2. This semester, aku makan meggi sekali sahaja dan fyi, aku memang tak makan asam masin. (tak elok untuk otak)
3. Jangan miss breakfast. INI SERIUS!
4. Bangun awal pagi. (boleh kalau nak solat hajat, mengaji & doa) pastu revise yang dah study. masa ni otak macam machine, boleh hafal dan ingat dengan senangnya.
5. Malam sebelum exam, jangan tak tidur. Masa tidur adalah masa otak proses maklumat yg kita study. Lagi lekat and tak mudah blank. Boleh tak tidur tapi risiko blank masa exam adalah tinggi. Kalau tak habis cover, sambung pagi. (refer point 4)
6. Malam sebelum exam jugak, telefon/sms parent, bagitahu subjek apa yang kita nak exam esok. walaupun mungkin dieorang tak tahu subjek ape tu (or just explain sedikit subjek pasal apa) dan mintak parent doakan kita.
7. Sentiasa doa. Ini kita tak nampak sbb bila kita doa, kita tak nampak significant nya doa. every sem doa tapi xdapat lulus/A jugak. Salah. Doa, tu adalah cara kita tawakal. doa saja tak cukup, doa dan tawakal, tawakal tu kita dah serahkan segala usaha terbaik kita, terpulang kepada Allah S.W.T lepas tu. Insyaallah, rasa tak dapat buat pun Allah akan bantu kita dengan cara yang kita takkan pernah terfikir atau tahu. Tapi usaha la jugak, kalau doa hari2 24 jam tapi buku tak bukak, sia sia la. *teet
8. Sebelum masuk exam telefon parent. Macam aku sebenarnya mudah cuak/gelabah which akan buat aku jadi blank, so sebelum exam dapat dengar suara umi atau abah dah boleh redakan rasa tu.

Konklusinya?

Usaha (study) + berkat (mak/ayah/lecturer) + doa  + tawakal

Oh aku tak sentuh bab study camne sebab aku pun study last minute. sila jangan ikut yang ini.

Kenapa dah habis exam baru nak post pasal ni?
Sebab aku nk cuba dulu. cakap saja tak guna tapi tak buat. so kita tunggu keputusannya nanti. Tapi kalaula tak de rezeki, still boleh guna jugak skit2. benda elok kan. Sape2 nak exam lepas  ni boleh la amalkan tambah dengan tips2 lain sebelum exam.

selamat berjaya rakan rakan. =)

take a walk down memory lane #4

Introducing adik COMEL saya mia, faiz, yours truly, nabil 

Study at Hai Lam Kopitiam, Bangi

dan..... 

ada sesiapa ingat ini sila angkat tangan!

belon ini. tak tahu nama apa tapi bau macam gam.

terimakasihmia.

*makin sedih rasanya.

TWDML #1, #2 & #3

take a walk down memory lane #3

Melaka Trip

Raya at COIT

Breakfast at Golden Bridge

GPM saya

=')

*TWDML #1 here & #2 here

take a walk down memory lane #2

kawan-kawan saya

=')

*TWDML #1 here

take a walk down memory lane #1

11 March 2011 | study at McDonald, Bangi

23 March 2011 | study at Al-Andalus, Kajang

24 March 2011 | study at Paparich, Bangi

kawan-kawan saya =')

final and project

reference book

three more subjects to go and yet i'm still struggling with project. a design and case study project to be exact. Finite element method is killing me, but the lecturer is the coolest lecturer i ever met. Love being in your class. Thumbs up to Dr Faris. =)

*will be heading to seri iskandar next week.

the last final exam in college

This is it. After 10 semesters sitting for the final exam, this hopefully be the last one. Final year and final semester.
I'm happy that i'm going to finish my 5 years of study, yet, i'm very sad that i'll be leaving my wonderful friends here. They are such sweetheart to me. hmmmm..*sedih

My exam time table.

Pray for my success. Insyaallah.

Doa memohon kejayaan.

(Allahumma inni as-alukal fauza 'indal qadhawa manaazilasy syuhada wa 'ai syas su 'a da'wan nasra alaal a'daa')

Maksudnya: Ya Allah Kami memohon kejayaan dalam setiap ketentuan, tempat para syuhada'dan kehidupan orang-orang bahagia serta kemenangan mengatasi musuh

GOOD LUCK .

"The harder I work, the luckier I get" - Gary Player.

i told ya i'm going to crack

hye everybody
yesterday, with unbearable work load on my shoulder, i woke up with fatigue face and body ache. I started to crack when thinking of the unfinished workload and the final exam is around the corner. So that evening i called umi and told all the pressure i had.

Umi, told me these words:

'Kakak,kalau tension2 nk exam ni,amk masa 5 min,ambil wudhuk, smyang sunat dua rakaat, baca al Fatihah pun tak apa, pas tu doa sungguh2 dr Allah. insyaAllah lapang dada"

"umi doa sokmo utk anak2 umi. Tp usaha sdiri 2 penting. Solat hajat 2 buatla selalu (sentiasa)."

and lastly

"Benda yang baik tak dapat senang-senang, semua dengan usaha ikhtiar doa dan tawakal. Jadi sabar tu kena ada sokmo"

I cried after hearing all those word. Those are just everyday words that we can hear them  in IKIM.fm or any motivation channel, but when they come from my own mother, the words sounds so deep and touched my heart. I cried for a while. I know she and my father want the best for me.

After I called umi, later that night i called Mr JJ when he was about to sleep. I told about this and he heard me patiently, he was giving another word of wisdom and after that, i felt very relief. This morning I woke up, and saw myself smiling even i almost losing my report when i cannot find my pendrive.

I just see everything is a lot easier than i thought. Faiz and Syed are willing to help me with certain assignment and subject and the rest, i just do it slowly but step by step.

I think, it is okay to cry when you had the worst time or pressure on you, but be sure that there are people who can comfort your feeling so that u will not lost in despair and stress. Here I would like to thank my Umi and Abah for their great effort on motivating me and never lost hope on me, my kesayangan for his word that make me feel relief and my closest friends who never miss to help me when I m in problem. I love you all.

*he is so understanding with my studies and current situation. Never rant about less time we spent together on phone. He knows that i'm busy. I hope that i can be as understanding as he is when he further his study later. ILYJJ

i've been bad to myself lately

i feel so sorry to my self. i woke up today and realized how i had been bad to my self by not treating ME well. i think the book i bought is really opens my eyes. i've been reading it before i sleep every night and the stories never made me fall asleep, instead i need to limit my self and try not to continue reading it so that i can sleep early. the book.. yes, it helps me to think who i really am.

why i ve been bad to my self?

I'm not eating healthy food and i sleep late at night.

I ate a lot of fast food. almost every day, whenever i had no partner to eat together. i would drive to fast food joint and buy drive-tru food. How loser i am. and it happens almost everyday for the past 2 semester until now. I sleep late because i have pile of work and need to finish them on time. But, weeks before lecturers started giving assignments and projects, i'd been staying up until 6 am just to watch Chuck. -.-!

I've neglecting my regime. My face is now dull with small pimples, i'm not wearing nice clothes, i neglect my appearance, all my nice dress and shirt i let it the closet untouched. I let my self wearing the old washy t-shirt and torn jeans instead. 

fast food and carbonated drink. bad combination for your weight scale

I've been bad to my health. I was a very active student back then. I joined a lot of activities, i exercised, joining taekwondo, sportsday, futsal and basketball to name few. Now i stop doing all those healthy activities and i'm gaining weight. i would tercungap-cungap when i climb the stairs. Not good fatima.

I'm not giving myself credit for what i had achieved all this time. And i'm not being fair to my self by thinking all  the drawback i have instead of evaluating my strength. I feel intimidated by people around me. I keep thinking how lucky they are, having a certain ability, but i never discover mine when actually i take for granted on what ability i have. Always think other people are better than me. Which lead to confident issue i have lately.

Lastly

I ve been bad to my self by taking 'easy' on devoting my self to Allah.

This one i've been  neglecting for soo long and I should improve my self toward becoming a better Muslim. Insyaallah. Allah will always give a way to help His servant to become closer to Him. Slow-slow and sama2 kita mulakan.

so i think, this is the time to treat my self good. 

Rejoice! 

aunt zarina wedding

congratulation Puan Zarina bt Musa (my father's youngest sister) and our new uncle, Mr Amran.

Theme : Purple
(not even ) Half of the family, (spot me tehehehe)

Yes, we have a biggggg family.

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red velvet cake and macaroon at whisk

okeh. sementelah hari ini adalah hari wanita sedunia, wee, maka aku telah mengistiharkan diri untuk treat my self with red velvet dari whisk cafe. Betapa berhari2 mengidam, hari tu masa encik JJ datang, tak sempat singgah kat empire shopping gallery, so today dengan bersungguhnya pegi la aku ke sana. Sampai je tengok kek terus taleh tahan mintak one slice of red velvet and orange juice. And.. oh my oh my. sedaaaaaaap mak aih. Ok jom kita tengok bagaimanakah rupa red velvet ini.

ok. ini adalah bukan gambar yang saya amik kerana saya terlalu pelahap terus lupa nak amik gambar.

jadi kredit gambar adalah kepada tuan punya blog ini.

Harga per slice red velvet ini adalah RM11.90, yes a bit mahal compared to secret recipe, but slice dia lagi besar. maka berbaloi-baloi yep. Lepas dah santai2 makan kek yang sedap, aku pun beli  macaron for syed sebab dah janji. aku beli 10pcs assorted flavor. untuk rakan2 yang lain juga. harga satu adalah RM2 and kalau beli 10 dapat RM18. jadi, marilah ramai2 serbu Whisk ini. ok ini adalah iklan tak berbayar. 

tambahan iklan : selain whisk ni, ada satu cafe jual macaron kat OU. Depan cold storage. Nama cafe, Lava Molten. Boleh tahan juga sedapnya RM3 per pop,hari tu beli sebab nak bagi Mr JJ try. Another one kat Harrods macam dalam entri Kak Ain yang sungguh lawa. jadi kalau sape2 ingin mencari macaron boleh la cari kat kedai2 ini.

Lepas dah makan, aku ke Popular book store mencari buku 'Think Big by Donald Trump and Bill Zanker'. Buku ni Hafeez yang recommend kan. Dia cakap good to level up your confident, so will see how it goes. Aku pun beli jela sebab lama dah aku tak beli buku. Last buku yang aku beli tak silap aku 'The Trouble with Valentine's Day' by Rachel Gibson and it was almost ten months ago. (janji nak review books, tapi sampai sekarang tak review2 lagi). 

so kalau sapa2 yang interested boleh la membeli buku ini. Ada dimana2 major book store.

itu sajalah hapdet untuk hari ini. esok lusa mahu balik ke terengganu dan kemudian kelantan. ada majlis kahwen. bak kate orang kelantan. "ada bekwoh."

kalau sempat akan update lagi. 

Selamat Hari Wanita Sedunia kawan-kawan sesama wanita. =P

tracing down the 5 years of memories

now it less than 1 month for me to finish up my studies. Five years here, a lot of friends, ups and downs and of course memories.

I decided to dedicate some posts to the very special people i met along the way. I started to feel sad now. Too much memories. Too much tears and laughs we had together. If u're in my 'take a walk down memory lane' post, then u all ARE really special to me. Even we're not contacting each other now. I just wanted u know that i do care for you guys.

=')