tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1881058270558592692024-03-14T09:25:19.338+08:00PRIVASIa n o nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16020638789029494414noreply@blogger.comBlogger180125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-188105827055859269.post-47640028427872404812021-02-11T22:30:00.022+08:002021-02-12T02:58:55.097+08:00Looooong Hiatus<p style="text-align: justify;"> It's been a while.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">Today is our anniversary. happy 8th Anniversary to us. Been married since 11 February 2013</p><p style="text-align: justify;">And I think I need to start writing again. just for fun..maybe. </p><p style="text-align: justify;">Sebenarnya sebab ter-inspired by my idol-blog famous circa 2007-2009; Sue Anna Joe. Boleh click her blog link here; <a href="http://bloggingbehaviour.blogspot.com">http://bloggingbehaviour.blogspot.com</a></p><p style="text-align: justify;">Hmm.. banyak term blog yang dah lupa.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">Sorry for my current layout. Apparently blogger dah tukar their dashboard. Pastu gadget, blog followed semua dah hilang.. Banyak benda nak kena godek2 lagi. Nak balancekan web view and mobile view. Since sekarang ramai akan baca via mobile kan. Need to get a neat layout for both.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">Also, I have to clean up few older posts yang "cringe" tapi now lewat and being me yang mudah distracted, i will read them first then ralit pastu terus lupa nak create a new post. So sementara semangat masih ada ni, kita create satu post.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">Anyway, this space will be my random babbling place. Will be rojak for the time being. Nak get the feels. Hopefully will improve; to use fully english or fully Malay. </p><p style="text-align: justify;">I'm planning to share my TTC journey here and maybe few travelling posts. Currently 14 days post surgery. I got one month Medical Leave and sekarang MCO, might be the best time to share my 8 years journey here.</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgB-ViPCULxVvkMXb6Ft-UewJYOqda7Z92C7JhVhgYdR28jMT5tsXV-xEtl0WGB1vTCGNV6Rvn4dGf99bUFROy-VfDxW_bTM9NuqTxVD2UUpZjjag6-RbuqEb4wHLS95I2cdA2t7QvgWOM/s2048/IMG_8336.HEIC" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1536" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgB-ViPCULxVvkMXb6Ft-UewJYOqda7Z92C7JhVhgYdR28jMT5tsXV-xEtl0WGB1vTCGNV6Rvn4dGf99bUFROy-VfDxW_bTM9NuqTxVD2UUpZjjag6-RbuqEb4wHLS95I2cdA2t7QvgWOM/w240-h320/IMG_8336.HEIC" width="240" /></a></div><br /><p style="text-align: justify;"><br /></p><p style="text-align: justify;">Till then, take care. #rakyatjagarakyat</p><p style="text-align: justify;"><br /></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><br /></p><p><br /></p>a n o nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17072630395618011006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-188105827055859269.post-53807235570505502312018-03-06T23:21:00.000+08:002018-03-06T23:21:18.662+08:00WukufIf only people know what we’ve been through..<div>
What ever happened in the past, are lessons learned for both of us.</div>
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I used to say ‘Pelan-pelan kayuh’</div>
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We did it so far. Alhamdulullah.</div>
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Enam bulan lepas, aku rasa one of dugaan berat for me. He didn’t know.</div>
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Almost kecundang. One day; Hari Arafah. We were at the R&R, time wukuf we both sat and prayed.</div>
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I prayed for my heart, to ease the burden, to forget, to let it go and..</div>
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To have our own child.</div>
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He asked, what did I prayed for.. i smiled, but my heart..... was almost bursting.</div>
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After few months, I guess Allah answers my prayer. But not the last one (yet).</div>
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Dah lima tahun</div>
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Lima tahun yang tidak senang. Dalam caption insta aku, dia tanya kenapa aku tulis awesome husband. Atas birthday cake dia pun aku tulis benda sama.</div>
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Aku tanya dia balik;</div>
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<i><span style="color: #666666;">"Berapa ramai kawan-kawan awak tanya, 'Isteri kau selalu outstation jauh-jauh kau tak risau ke?'" </span></i></div>
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Dia jawab,</div>
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<i><span style="color: #666666;">"Ramai" </span></i></div>
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Aku pun cakap,</div>
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<i><span style="color: #666666;">"Even orang sekeliling saya pun tanya soalan sama 'Suami kau tak marah ke?'"</span></i></div>
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Aku sambung lagi,</div>
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<i><span style="color: #666666;">"Awak, it takes a great husband, with great kepercayaan untuk lepaskan isteri dia pergi mengejar cita-cita. Support yang tak ramai suami boleh bagi. Tapi awak, simpan semua keresahan tu, untuk support saya kejar cita-cita saya. Sebab tu awak awesome di hati saya."</span></i></div>
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Lima tahun.</div>
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Kalau dia tak letak kepercayaan kat aku, mungkin tahun kedua aku dah berhenti dan stop kerja-kerja site.</div>
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Walaupun aku pernah terlanggar janji, tapi dia tetap support aku. Sepanjang lima tahun, tak pernah sekali dia suruh aku berhenti mengejar impian aku. Tak pernah sekali merungut bila terpaksa berjauhan. Insha Allah, aku pegang kepercayaan dia.</div>
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Dia, my pillar of strength.</div>
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Lima tahun.</div>
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Terima kasih untuk lima tahun yang awesome.</div>
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3 Oktober 2016</div>
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Hari Isnin. Kami dijangka berlepas pada 8.50 pm menaiki Qatar Airways.</div>
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Jam 12.00 kami dah bertolak dari rumah memandangkan kami perlu ke rumah kakak ipar di Kelana Jaya. Husband plan nak tinggalkan kereta di rumahnya kemudian kakak ipar akan hantar kami ke KLIA.</div>
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Lepas solat zohor dan mandi, kami bergerak ke KLIA. Sebelum sampai ke KLIA, sempat singgah kat Mitsui Outlet sebab nak cari kasut boot. Muahaha. Sebabnye aku tak ada kasut yang proper. Yang ada hanyalah flat Sketchers dan dari pembacaan aku, kasut jenis tu tersangatlah tak sesuai kalau nak pergi time2 sejuk macam ni. Terpaksalah aku cari kasut boot jugak. Maybe kalau tak sebab safety boots aku terkoyak tapak, boleh la aku jalan2 pakai safety boots je.</div>
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Sampai Mitusi terus tuju kat Timberland. Mana yang ada size, rembat je. Melayang lagi duitku.. tapi aku rasa perlaburan yang berbaloi sebab boots tu ringan, berat cuma 200g je weih! Tak rasa mcm pakai kasut boot pun sepanjang dua minggu kat sana. Ni gambar kasut aku. tapi gambar ni aku curik kat google. :P</div>
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Sambung lagi..</div>
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Selepas wrapping bag, kami terus ke kaunter check in. Lepastu berkumpul dengan colleagues dan wife masing2. Sesi berkenalan sekejap sebelum berlepas.</div>
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Jam 8.50 malam, kapal terbang berlepas. Excitednye hoiii.</div>
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Sepanjang 6 jam plus perjalanan ke Doha, asyik dapat makanan je. Sampai satu tahap dah tak lalu nak makan. Pastu sempat layan cerita Hindustan, Bajirao Mastani. Best rupanya cerita tu. Layan sedih dalam flight.</div>
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Seat Qatar Airways adalah sangat selesa. Aku suka headrest sebab flexible. Jakun Alert. So dah tak payah guna neck pillow. Besides that, dieorang dh siap bagi set berus gigi, sleeping masks dan earplug.</div>
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Sampai di Doha Hamad International Airport jam 11.30 malam (jam 4.30 waktu Malaysia). Transit for around 2 hours.</div>
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Kemudian sambung lagi for another 6 hours dari Doha ke Copenhagen.</div>
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Flight Qatar ke Copenhagen sedikit kecil dari flight kami sebelumnya. Kali ni aku sempat layan cerita Me Before You sebelum landing, tapi tak sempat habis sebab cik peramugari tu tanya aku</div>
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"Do you want to go back to Doha?" sarcasm sangat. hahaha. Habis semua tergelak.</div>
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Kami sampai around 6.00 am waktu Copenhagen (12.00 t/hari waktu Malaysia). Malam yang saangat panjang buat kami; 15 JAM.</div>
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Masa dalam airport tu tak rasa sangat lagi sejuk. Tapi memang dah siap2 bawak jaket kat tangan. Airport Copenhagen or Kobenhavn dalam bahasa Danish, kecik je, lebih kurang airport Kuala Terengganu. Tidak terlalu busy.</div>
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Keluar je dari airport, mak aih, sejuk macam dalam esbok! 10 degree Celcius. Amik kau. dengan angin kuat lagi.. Tangan beku terus. </div>
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Kat sana kami sewa van untuk ke tempat training di Svendborg. Once dah dapat van, kami mencari kedai halal untuk brunch di bandar Copenhagen. </div>
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Selesai makan, kami terus bergerak ke Svendborg, perjalanan mengambil masa dua jam dari Copenhagen melalui bandar-bandar kecil.</div>
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FYI, separuh daripada negara Denmark adalah kepulauan. Copenhagen dan Svendborg berada di kawasan kepulauan berbeza dan disambungkan dengan bridges. Manakala Southern Denmark atau dipanggil 'Jutland Peninsula' berada di mainland dan bersempadan dengan German/Jerman.</div>
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Previous Post : <a href="http://akumahuprivasi.blogspot.my/2016/10/its-scandinavian-euro-trip-preparation.html" target="_blank">Preparation </a></div>
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Alright. Setelah seminggu jet lag. Almaklumlah akok tidak pernah ke negara Eropah, so jet lag melampau2 gitu.<br />
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Before ingatan makin lupus, baiklah cerita awal2 trip last Horneymoon haritu. Sebelum tu nak cerita, asalnya trip ni adalah trip training + FAT (Factory Acceptance Test) ke Svenborg, Denmark. Tapi alang2 company dah bayor flight return KL - Copenhagen, makanya sambil menyelam minum air, aku mintak date retun tu lambat seminggu.<br />
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Segala persiapan semua last minute. Walaupun ura-ura akan ke Denmark tu since awal tahun lagi. Tapi tak mahu la excited terlebih. Jadinya bila dah official keluar surat kena ke sana, which was dua minggu sebelum berangkat, barulah side planning *cough cough*, dibuat.<br />
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Oh ya. walaupun ticket return dibayar oleh company, tapi segala perbelanjaan dan hotel setelah habis training adalah tanggungan sendiri. Husband juga bayar tiket dia sendiri, cuma mintak company tolong bookan je.<br />
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Trip training ini aku pergi dengan 4 orang rakan sekerja dan pasangan masing2. Dieorang dah plan untuk first week kami akan group travel ke Scandinavian countries; Norway & Sweden menaiki cruise. Makanya aku ikutkan saja. Setelah dikira, tolak Scandinavian Trip, aku cuma ada balance 6 hari untuk next destinations.<br />
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Bermulalah sesi brainstorming aku dan suami. Pulun check Skyscanner, Tripadvisor dan blog walking. Mula-mula plan nak ke Germany then Switzerland. Tapi mengambil kira tiket transportation (train & flight) yang mahal, so kami ubah plan untuk ke Amsterdam, Brussels, Paris dan London. Which last minute kami terpaksa cancelkan Brussel sebab kawan aku cakap tak best kalau spend kat London dua hari je. Bye-bye Brussels<br />
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<li>Heattech socks UNIQLO - <i>not recommended</i></li>
<li>Winter socks SOXWORLD - <i>highly recommended</i></li>
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Actually aku siap beli mini rice cooker tau, tapi sebab bantahan keras en suami, aku tak jadi bawak. hahaha.. Aku bawak maggi, biskut, campbell soups, milo 3-1 dan Brahims. yang mana semuanya kiteorang tak makan pun sebab makan kat kedai. Cuma milo 3 in 1 je yang habis.<br />
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Aku pulak jenis suka kicap dan sos cili dan past experience aku ke Bangkok, jangan harap nak jumpa sos cili kat negara orang. Aku pun bawak la paket2 sos cili lebihan dari KFC dan fast foods dan... aku siap letak tambahan sos cili dan kicap dalam botol travel kecik (30ml) beli kat DAISO. One of the best decision so far. Sebab makanan omputeh tawar beb, tak kena dengan tekak Pantai Timur aku ni.<br />
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Kalau anda suka makan sos cili dan kicap, boleh lah ikut advise aku ni. Malangnya aku tak snap gambar dan botol2 tuu aku dan buang masa last day kat London.<br />
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Lipbalm<br />
Moisturizer untuk muka dan badan<br />
Vaselline!!<br />
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Aku bawak jugak sedikit barang mekap, tapi last2 tak pakai langsung. Cuma pakai foundation Mamadil je sebab ada moisturizer, toner dan sunscreen skali. Sangat jimat space dan highly recommended. (kalau nak beli boleh beli dengan aku *promote*)<br />
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Frankly speaking, aku sebenarnya main redah je beli tiket dan hotel. Aku bayar je semua sebab aku tahu peluang nak pergi Europe next time tu dh tak tahu bila, kalau nak cakap ni trip budget, memang NO-NO sbb semuanya last minute. Tapi aku cuma boleh cakap yang tiket flight within Europe countries adalah sangat murah dan aku sendiri terkejut. Hahaha.. maybe kalau proper planning aku boleh dapat cheaper than ape yang aku spend haritu.<br />
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Summary Transportation yang aku pakai<br />
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KL - Copenhagen : Flight Qatar Airways<br />
Copenhagen - Oslo - Copenhagen : <a href="https://www.dfdsseaways.co.uk/" target="_blank">DFDS Seaways</a><br />
Copenhagen - Malmo - Copenhagen : Sewa van<br />
Copenhagen - Amsterdam : Norwegian Air<br />
Amsterdam - Paris : <a href="http://www.raileurope-asean.com/" target="_blank">Thalys Train</a><br />
Paris - London : British Airways<br />
London to Copenhagen : Ryan Air (not recommended, idk why we booked RyanAir.)<br />
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Overall, transportation yang kami guna sangat memuaskan hati kecuali Ryan Air. Next post aku cerita kenapa.<br />
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Since hotel di Denmark telah dicover oleh company, hotel ke Oslo pulak atas Cruise, hotel kat Malmo jugak telah di book oleh colleague aku, aku cuma kena fikir pasal hotel kat Amsterdam, Paris dan London sahaja. Aku book melalui Agoda, Booking.com dan AirBnB.<br />
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FYI, hotel di Amsterdam adalah tersangat mahal. T.T<br />
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Summary Hotel:<br />
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Svendborg, Denmark - Hotel AEro<br />
Oslo - Commodore Cabin Cruise<br />
Malmo - Good Morning Hotel<br />
Amsterdam - AirBnB (BEST!!!)<br />
Paris - Hotel Cambrai & Primiere Classe Roissy CDG Hotel<br />
London - Hotel Berjaya Eden Park London<br />
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Yup, we both ambil travel insurance. Even for first week aku di cover by company punya policy, but still aku ambil travel insurace sebab in between tu mesti aku ada jalan2 kan. lagipun aku ambil untuk husband aku skali. Aku tak reti nak gtau betapa pentingnye travel insurace. Untuk aku, it keeps my mind at peace bila duduk kat negara orang.<br />
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So aku dapatkan online quotation from AXA dan AIG. Lepas tengok both policies, aku decided ambil VIP policy under AXA sebab lebih coverage and lagi murah.<br />
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Denmark - Denmark Kroner (DNK)<br />
Norway - Norway Kroner (NOK)<br />
Sweden - Sweden Kroner (SOK)<br />
Holland & France - Euro<br />
UK - Pound (GBP)<br />
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Plus jangan lupa activatekan atm card (CIMB & Maybank boleh activate online) dan juga kad kredit. Lesson learned sbb aku kena masa last trip pergi Krabi.<br />
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Apa lagi ya for preparation...? Kalau ada yang miss nanti aku update lain.<br />
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Next post will be; Denmark.<br />
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After three years, baru perasan yang every year we both will be travelling somewhere. So list jelah all the places we went. Nanti ada masa boleh update balik blog for future reading.<br />
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Sabah - Kundasang & Pulau Manukan (Our First Honeymoon)<br />
Cameron Highland<br />
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<u>2014</u><br />
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Buzy! - Royal Belum Resort<br />
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<u>2015</u><br />
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Sabah - Kundasang again<br />
Krabi, Thailand<br />
Hatnyai, Thailand<br />
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<u>2016</u><br />
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Sarawak - Kuching<br />
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next week we will start new honeymoon + my birthday trips. Seven countries in total.<br />
Kali ni jauh and big expenses. Worth it? We'll see. ;)<br />
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Passport - Checked<br />
Flight, Train and Cruise Tickets - Checked<br />
Currency exchage - Checked<br />
Hotels - One more country belum book<br />
Winter clothing (eh?) - Almost..<br />
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Pening kepala sebab buat itinerary sendiri. Baca blog, tripadvisor, pilih negara yang nak pergi, pastu compare harga flight and train, tercekik air liur tengok hotel price sampai la.. shopping autumn/winter clothes.<br />
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Dengan nak shopping kat sana lagi. Hahahahaha.. *nangis*<br />
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But still, can't wait.<br />
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Rabbi yassir wala tuassir. Ya Kareem.<br />
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Basically demam kepialu ni adalah demam yang diakibatkan oleh bakteria Salmonella Thyphi yang biasanya ada dalam makanan and minuman yang tercemar. So simptom dia macam keracunan makanan except that dia datang sekali dengan demam dan lain-lain simptom.</div>
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Since aku baru je recover dari operation bulan 12 yang lepas, bila aku start masuk kerja akhir bulan Januari, aku rasa pening-pening, letih, cold sweat dan hilang fokus. Mula-mula ingatkan hypoglycemia, so aku pun beli la glucose time lunch. Lepas minum dua gelas rasa okay sikit.</div>
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Esoknya rasa ok sikit tapi aku ambik cuti sebab rasa lemah lagi. Dua tiga hari aku demam, bila malam makin teruk dan meracau-racau. Sampai la satu pagi, aku bangun, mandi turun bawah nk bersiap pergi kerja, aku tetiba muntah-muntah dan cirit birit. Muntah teruk yang tak pernah aku rasa seumur hidup. Semua makanan keluar siap dengan air lagi. Aku merangkak ulang alik pergi tandas last2 terbaring depan bilik air. </div>
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Nasib hari tu hari cuti wilayah, En Suami dengar aku muntah-muntah terus turun tingkat bawah dan bawak pergi ruang tamu. Dia rasa kaki, tangan aku dah sejuk pucat, bagi ubat cirit dan air delima suam minum pelan-pelan. Dia urut kaki aku sampai la rasa suam balik, masa tu aku dah rasa macam putus nyawa dah. T.T terima kasih En Suami.</div>
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Bila aku dh start boleh bangun, En Suami direct bawak pergi klinik. Masa kat klinik pun almost nak pitam, doc ingat aku keracunan makanan sampai la aku mention aku dah demam 3 hari. On the spot doc amik darah sbb dia suspect kencing tikus or typhoid. Huuu.... dengar kencing tikus yang scary tu. Dia suruh nurse bagi antibiotik utk typhoid.</div>
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Balik rumah, lepas makan ubat aku rehat the whole day. Tido bangun solat tido je kerja. Esoknya pagi-pagi nurse call cakap result darah dah keluar and aku disahkan positif typhoid. Blur kejap. Terus aku google ape effect typhoid ni. Nurse suruh pergi klinik sbb dia cakap doc akan buat referral letter untuk masuk ward. Noooo.. aku rasa mcam dah ok dah. Takkan la kena warded sekali lagi.</div>
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Sampai klinik doc tanya kat mana aku makan last week. Sejak lepas aku operate, aku dh lama tak masak kat rumah sebab aku memang tak larat. Banyak makan kat luar, jadi aku tak leh nk pikir mana satu tempat yang menjadi punca. Demam typhoid ni memang sebab bawaan makanan atau minuman dari najis pembawa bakteria. Lepastu doc cakap kes aku akan count dalam statistik kebangsaan. Doc check temp badan aku, dah turun dari semalam. Dia cakap tak payah masuk ward. Fuhhh legaaaa. Tapi dia suruh monitor temp badan, kalau tetiba naik balik, terus datang klinik n ambil surat referral. Alhamdulillah after 2 days, demam dah ok and aku start kerja balik.</div>
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Pengajarannya, aku dah tak pergi makan kat gerai dah lepastu. Takut kena balik since badan tengah lemah lagi. So langkah-langkah pencegahan boleh tengok kat bawah. Basically, makan makanan yang betul-betul bersih. Doc pun nasihatkan suruh minum air dari dalam botol or air yg kita rebus sendiri. Ais yang kat kedai ada sesetengah kedai pakai air mentah. Nasib baik aku dh stop minum ais since sebelum operate lagi. </div>
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a n o nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17072630395618011006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-188105827055859269.post-8747060037795695202016-01-31T13:41:00.001+08:002016-01-31T13:41:50.730+08:00The Journey : Prologue<div class="MsoNormal">
The year was 2013. It was me getting married to the person I’ve
known for 6 months and looking forward to build a family with him. I can see
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2015 and not a sign of embryo in my womb. More than thirty
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I wasn’t sad, rather worried. I still remember seeing Dr
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<i>‘Suspected Adenomyosis and tubal blockage’</i><o:p></o:p></div>
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There. After two cycles of clomid with twice the dosage on
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I cried on my way back. I remember back in 2010 I had a
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a n o nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17072630395618011006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-188105827055859269.post-9959393500103196642016-01-30T17:20:00.003+08:002016-01-30T17:20:47.552+08:00Happy New Year!<div style="text-align: justify;">
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Macam bercakap dengan dinding masa type previous posts. Lama jugak private blog.</div>
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Throwback 2015.</div>
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Kerja- kerja-kerja-kerja</div>
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10 projects as Project/Job Manager and 5 more assisting my colleague with his projects.</div>
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Fuhhh.. penat Tuhan je tahu.</div>
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Driving alone all over Malaysia sampai keluar term "Kereta ku, Rumah ku". Mileage pun dah cecah lebih 100k! Tak sampai tiga tahun pun lagi.</div>
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Tapi of course la enjoy sebab memang minat . Betul la kata mat salleh;</div>
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Ada one time tu aku pernah siapakan site job kat PD pukul 2 pagi pastu direct drive ke Gerik sebab ada kick-off project meeting and back on the same day just to find out kena pergi Pulau Tioman on the next day. Gile kau! Gagahkan lah jugak drive sorang-sorang ke Mersing. Balik Tioman terus demam. En Somi siap gelak n gelar Power Puff Girl. Katang sangat katenya. pfft!</div>
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Sebenarnya ni normal untuk most engineer kat ofis aku, Masing-masing kira macam one man show la. Sorang pegang few projects, start from tendering, study technical specs, project execution sampai la hand over project kat client. Most of the time, ofis kosong sbb engineer semua on site. Tapi bila masing-masing dah habis job, penuh sampai takde tempat nk duduk. Haha.</div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"> PPE (personal protective equipment..normal for most engineering worker). </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Jumper kereta : incase je sebab pernah batery weak masa outstation. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"> emergency duffle bag dan toiletries </span><span style="font-size: x-small;">(pergi kerja tetiba kena outstation on the spot)</span><span style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></div>
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When I hold her hand, I still feel the warmth. It felt surreal. She's gone with the presence of all her children. I can't recall the moment after that and suddenly, people were coming to our home. It just weird when people coming to your house to pay their last visit at 3 am.<br />
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I recited Yaasin beside her after Subuh prayer. Umi told me to get ready, we would be busy throughout the day as we're the host. At 7 am, my husband, sister, cousins and relatives from all over Malaysia arrived. The funeral preparation started since before Subuh. As we washed her body, it suddenly hit me, "this is the last time I can do deed to her". I gently washed her hand, I pray that Allah swt will be merciful to her like she did when she raised my mom. I keep praying and praying. Soon after her body on the white sheets, I could see her face as bright as the moon. AND I CRIED INSTANTLY!</div>
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She was the state qari'ah during her young days. Got invited to the state palace by the Sultan (she and my late grandfather were descended from royalty as well, so they know each other), taught Quran all over the state and memorized surahs. It came to my mind, Allah swt is the Greatest, He showed to me the benefits of reciting the Quran right in front of me. Allahuakbar!</div>
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a n o nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16020638789029494414noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-188105827055859269.post-43152038865398593792015-11-07T19:24:00.000+08:002016-01-30T14:12:38.792+08:004 Years as an Engineer. <div>
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Years ago, I started working in the manufacturing industry. But then, they decided to consolidate our plant to Bangkok. So I took the VSS (Volutary Separation Scheme), received the compensation money, bought my car, got married and saved the rest. Not regret at all. Hahaha.. Yang ni tak nak cerita panjang coz banyak dah kot cerita in the previous posts.</div>
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Few months before my separation date, I was interviewed by few oil and gas companies, including Technip and Alstom. But then, I got the offer from SK. Siapa tak nak kan? Esp me yang memang naaaaakkkk sangat kerja O&G plus SK is a big company. </div>
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One week after I left the manufacturing company, I reported to the SK Kemaman Base as Maintenance Engineer. It was weird at first. When I was in manufacturing company, I was dealing with precision tools. My adjustable wrench was smaller than my palm, but when i was in the yard, I even found biggggg adjustable wrench that I can't even lift with my both hands. </div>
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The funny part was, during my first month, I was bullied by my subordinates. They can't accept lady engineer! LOL.. soon after, we became a very close team. Masa tu, dua orang je engineer perempuan kat yard; Tiniey and me. Tiniey as E&I engineer and I, as mentioned earlier.</div>
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Of course the job was fun. But travelling and driving alone from Kemaman - KL - Kemaman for almost every weeks were the bitter one. I even cried on the way to Kemaman. Everytime! </div>
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However, semiggu lepas bos cakap kena pg ambik BOSIET, dapat offer from Malaysian biggest utility company (tak boleh type the company name as the have the bot searching for this.. lol). Masa tu torn off nk pergi ke tak. Sbb current job best. Gaji n benefit pun lebih kurang sama. Tapiiii... I will enter the company as fresh grad sbb dieorang ada this one year development program for new exec., Semua kena join this program and considered as newbie. </div>
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It was a bold move. The reason was, I need to know what position dieorang offer. They just told me that I will be seconded to the subsidiary for I don't know how long. So, i want to know is it worth it to leave SK and etc.,...I took a week leave.</div>
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Alhamdulillah, dapat post yang aku minat.. and even better. Wrote the resign letter with short notice and paid the in lieu. Of course my boss agak frustrated. Siap suruh aku apply masuk balik if one day aku x minat dah kerja kat new comp. huhu..</div>
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a n o nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17072630395618011006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-188105827055859269.post-17070204573571976612015-07-26T00:23:00.001+08:002016-01-30T14:16:58.579+08:00Of Instagram and Blog<div style="text-align: justify;">
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My IG is my journal, like..when did i start my job, what did i bought for my self-reward, where did i go/eat, my memories with my families and friends and other special occasions. I cannot blog that everyday and scroll down as easy as IG does. My IG is for future-me. Tp at the same time aku suka tulis caption panjang2. Nak blogging tapi kat blog payah nak upload gambar. T.T (dan takde emotikon)</div>
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a n o nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17072630395618011006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-188105827055859269.post-27659542181237044152015-05-16T22:12:00.001+08:002016-01-29T21:04:21.405+08:00Blog BalikRasa nak berblog balik.<br />
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Bila baca balik semua blog-blog yang aku follow, rasa macam naik time machine. Balik semula ke zaman 2007-2010.<br />
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Even khatamkan balik entri-entri lama aku, from 2007, zaman blog aku nama 'Monolog Mentah'.<br />
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Told abah pasal a few bloggers yang buat duit melalui nuffnang, riban2 cek sebulan.<br />
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IDK.a n o nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16020638789029494414noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-188105827055859269.post-24150600357432635152015-02-15T22:27:00.002+08:002016-01-30T14:04:32.030+08:00Err.. Hye<div style="text-align: justify;">
Oh..aku ada blog rupanya. Setahun lebih hiatus. 2014 takde post langsung.</div>
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Janji nak update pasal wedding, sampai Anniversary ke dua pun tak ter-update. Tak payah update terus jelah. </div>
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Sekarang hadap instagram & twitter. IG is more about my picturesque journal. So intimate for me. I just love to look back at my old pics and reminiscing the past moments. Different people, different plak cara dia guna IG ye dok?</div>
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The last post rasanya cite pasal my PJJ. Merapu banyak sebab jiwa kacau kena jauh dengan suami. Lepas dapat balik KL, jiwa kacau lagi. Dugaan yang ni, aku rasa lagi hebat dari dugaan berjauhan. Hampir jatuh, hampir ranap dan hampir karam. To the extend, aku rasa, aku lagi sanggup diduga dengan PJJ dari dugaan yang satu ni. But after a lot of doa, solat hajat, aku cakap kat diri sendiri..pelan-pelan kayuh. Nak laju-laju pi mana ntah. Yang mana tersilap langkah, undur balik, walau sebenarnya...hmm.. walau sebenarnya cukup jauh sudah sesat.</div>
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Alhamdulillah.. usaha kami dan doa yang tak putus2, we managed to put them back on place (hopefully). Now, rasa macam diberi peluang kedua. </div>
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Looking back at my old posts, banyak betul aku berubah. Macam-macam phase. Dari phase bajet rebel, bajet pemuisi, bajet macam-macam lagi la.. sampai la phase sekarang. Phase wanita. Eceh. En Somi banyak didik aku, to be at this point is something that aku tak pernah terfikir pun. It is an achievement for me. To some people tak banyak, but to me.. Allah.. besar betul. Bukan senang nak didik hati. Nak-nak orang yang degil macam aku. Macam-macam cara En Somi guna untuk didik bini dia ni. Huhuhu. Maaf en Somi sebab kena jadi penyabar gilaaaaa...</div>
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24 times of frustration. Belum ada rezeki. Takpa.. bercinta berdua dulu sebelum bertiga atau berempat kan. Bercinta bertiga berempat tu bukan bercinta dengan madu ye.</div>
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a n o nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17072630395618011006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-188105827055859269.post-87088931209911926942013-12-29T22:06:00.000+08:002016-01-30T14:18:25.830+08:00Master of Mechanical EngineeringWhen I was in Kemaman Base, I was desperately applying for any job in KL. I just want to be nearer to my husband.<br />
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But now, I am here, in SK HQ and in doubt.<br />
Should I continue my study or just stay with my current job?<br />
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My friends suggested to register first. They told me that it is hard to get accepted to UM especially for MEng.<br />
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However, my husband told me to hold it. He wants me to continue Master with him. Told me to have stable job first as I just started my work in HQ. I might be going to offshore or outstation in the near future, and that will affect me if I continue my studies even for part time.<br />
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p/s: I never applied for SPA (?) aka government servant as I NEVER attracted working with the gov.a n o nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16020638789029494414noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-188105827055859269.post-19368149866981192672013-10-08T08:55:00.001+08:002016-01-29T21:11:54.827+08:00Antara Cinta dan Cita-CitaAssalamualaikum.<br />
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Selamat pagi.<br />
Antara cinta dan cita-cita. <br />
Mengapai cita-cita, miliki apa yang aku impikan, kerjaya impian, Cinta, suami yang cukup sempurna di mata aku yang lebih dari apa yang aku minta dari Tuhan. Bunyi seperti sungguh sempurna bukan?<br />
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<i>"<span class="st">Never judge people until you have walked a mile in their shoes."</span></i><br />
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<span class="st">Dan aku.. beratus batu memandu setiap minggu kerana cintaku dan cita-citaku bukan pada tangan kanan dan kiriku.</span><i><span class="st"> </span></i><br />
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<span class="st">Jarak.</span><br />
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<span class="st">Antara cinta aku dan cita-cita aku di pisahkan oleh jarak. Cinta yang sempurna dan cita-cita yang menggunung. Buntu.</span><br />
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<span class="st"><i>"Family comes first. You can find money anywhere but not love."</i></span><br />
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<span class="st">Di bumi Kemaman ini aku kosong. Hanya kerja yang menemani aku sepanjang hari. Membawa aku dari dilema ini. Berlalu kemudian aku sunyi. Kesik. </span><br />
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<span class="st">Ketawa aku hanya pura-pura. Ceritaku hanya untuk memecah kesunyian. Aku bukan aku. Aku lemas. Tidurku hanya untuk menanti esok hari. </span><br />
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<span class="st"> </span>a n o nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16020638789029494414noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-188105827055859269.post-30882878833668170302013-09-20T02:28:00.000+08:002013-09-20T02:28:02.016+08:00Long HiatusMay..Jun..July..anddddd September.<br />
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It had been a long time. Well i'm sorry for the lack of update here.. by that i mean, NONE. For those who are waiting about my wedding prep and day (ehem..azie).. sorry T.T No laptop, poor internet connection and superrrr busy. yeah cliche righttttttt<br />
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That's all for now. hehe. :pa n o nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16020638789029494414noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-188105827055859269.post-38828313839827649602013-05-02T13:17:00.000+08:002013-05-02T13:17:10.261+08:00Short UpdateAssalamualaikum..<br />
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I was thinking to continue with the wedding preparation update. Unfortunately, last few weeks, I was busy with the final job to close down the dept and also attending few interviews. And last week, I've got an offer. Alhamdulillah. It's one of the big Malaysian oil and gas service company and the job scope is similar with the job i did in my current company. It is an offer i couldn't resist. :)<br />
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However, it also means that me and my husband will endure a long distance relationship. My new job will be in Kemaman base. It is a sacrifice i need to do and he is very supportive.<br />
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So this is it. will start a new job, new place and will be quite busy after this. Hopefully i can find some time to update this blog.<br />
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After the engagement, benda pertama kami start adalah dress and wedding attire. Torn off between nak sewa, sewa but custommade, or cari designer to make our own baju. Kata sepakat, we made our own baju sebab since ini adalah our once in a lifetime big day, we want to keep the baju as the memoir of our wedding. Nanti boleh bagi anak pakai masa wedding dieorang. Hahah berangan.</div>
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The listing of the designer started. Aku list down satu-satu designer and end of the day lepas crossed few names, we ended up with Man Kajang and Dwen Raha. Masa tu dah memang nekad gila dah nak Dwen Raha after tgk collection2 dia kat FB. Satu malam, aku beranikan diri PM kat fb.. skali dia cakap dah penuh until August 2013. My god, masa tu baru bulan November kot.. So memang frust jugak la.. sbb kalau Man Kajang of course la tip top baju dia but since kami boleh cari designer yang better priced why not kurangkan spending on the attire kan?</div>
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Then esoknya aku g ofis cerita la kat Isma, my officemate. Ingat petang nak contact Man Kajang. Pastu dia cakap dia ada member designer. After dia tanya, her friend cakap memang nak tempah dengan designer patut tempah at least 6 months before the date. Kalau 6 months before, masa tu aku belum jumpa encik tunang. tsk3.Tapi Alhamdulillah, macam aku cakap, Allah SWT permudahkan urusan kami, the designer, Mrs. Imran masa tu baru lepas deliver her baby, so dia quite free at that time and willing to design and make my dress. </div>
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She is the owner of Nilam Boutique and her exclusive line for custom made wedding dress is under her name : Lady Imran Kuala Lumpur. The price is quite ok for us, a bit high from Dwen Raha, but obviously murah than Man Kajang. yey! To my surprise, Man Kajang was her wedding dress designer.</div>
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I gave her the color and the concept i want. It was lilac / lavender and i want it to be more less like Irma Hasmie's engagement dress. The veil that is attached on the shoulder, covering my chest and then going up on my head and falling freely at the back. Not too glamorous and i don't want it to have 'ekor' coz i might walking to meet the guest, n i dont want sebelah tangan pegang ekor kain and sebelah lagi salam dengan tetamu. -.-! Oh.. mula2 nak dress kain kembang, but not practical as the wedding will be held kat rumah, not hotel. Duh! Other than that, it's up to her creativity and she come out with the idea of dress with <b>crochet</b>. It was cool for me as lately ni banyak gila baju pengantin yang penuh beading or 3D flowers that the pengapit punya detailing lagi over dari pengantin. And lace is no-no for me sbb dah terlalu biasa. So.. yeah! it was a great idea for me. :)</div>
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The design was great, so i told her to proceed, and after few fitting session, this is my wedding dress;</div>
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<strike>Unfortunately, aku takde gambar penuh yang nampak semuanya except gambar yang taken using my camera phone by my brother. most of it gambar depan je dan x nampak crochet kat atas kepala. Nanti aku akan usahakan untuk ambil gambar kat mannequin n update later or if dapat gambar from OP.</strike><br />
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Selain wedding dress, we also made my husband attire and also my custom made shoe with Lady Imran; Tadaaa...<br />
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Untuk my husband attire, i'll story later in the next post memandangkan post ni saja dah berjela. haha.<br />
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Everything went well. Walaupun kelam kabut sedikit here and there, maklumlah anak first but yeah.. i am glad that it went well. :)</div>
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Seriously need to update pasal wedding preparation since ramai yang personally email, sms, dan segala jenis bentuk komunikasi bertanyakan pasal vendor untuk dresses, pelamin, photog n even makeup. so senangnya, next time aku bagi je link blog ni yeh? last week baru je bagi sefolder gambar kat member yang tanya pasal wedding aku untuk preparation kahwin kakak dia. siap aku describe satu2. huhu..</div>
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It is the joy of sharing the best moment of my life. The preparation and the event itself. I had fun organizing it with my fiancee. He was very supportive and helpful, even he himself did his task very well. Also, not to mention the coffee shops, wedding magazines we bought and bawak ke hulu kehilir on our meet ups. </div>
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And I still remember Dome Alamanda was our first wedding preparation meet up. Ngeee...</div>
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Alhamdulillah, money wise, Allah permudahkan untuk kami. Ye lah, kami kenal tak lama mana, decided untuk nikah, so ada 3 months sahaja untuk buat all the preparation. Tak boleh nak survey sangat. Mana yang berkenan, book pastu terus proceed. Memang terasa bersyukur sangat sebab tak payah pening dah bab duit. But tenaga kerja, memang cabaran besar sebab yang tinggal hanya umi dan abah. Abah pulak outstation seminggu sebelum wedding n the venue.. rumah kami yang separa siap itu, terbengkalai seketika sebab abah takde. cabaran gila bila malam sebelum nikah baru nak pasang kipas dan lampu sementara dalam bilik pengantin. Nak cari orang upah pun tak sempat.</div>
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Tapi Allah SWT tu paling berkuasa, kawan2 datang right on time, mereka la segala yang tolong itu ini, dah Alhamdulillah, krew pelamin nikah bertungkus lumus bersama kami sekeluarga mendekorate rumah yang setengah siap itu. Sampai kul 4 pagi.</div>
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Panjang betul nak cerita satu2.. kenapa rumah yang separa siap tu yang jadi venue, tunggu cerita next time. Husband dah geleng kepala sbb dah lewat. just a short updates from me.</div>
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Ya Allah.. Alhamdulillah, Kau telah permudahkan urusan kami. :))</div>
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P/S: kalau ada yang seriously nak tahu pasal preparation kawin n how to manage it, boleh personally email : zahra910[at]yahoo[dot]com or private msg kat fb. Seriously, best gila share pasal preparation kahwin and kalau boleh nak semua orang rasa enjoy prepare kahwin. *tetiba rasa bercita2 nak jadi wedding planner. </div>
a n o nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16020638789029494414noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-188105827055859269.post-2266413014318337832013-01-17T22:26:00.001+08:002013-01-17T22:26:58.233+08:00Takdir kami. Cerita kami.<p dir=ltr>Lebih kurang 6 bulan lepas. Kami pertama kali bertemu.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Satu ketika dicerita. Sudah bertahun dia menunggu. Katanya dia bukan lelaki yg akan aku pilih. Malu untuk menegurku. Katanya aku sombong.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Sungguh, melihatnya aku tak pernah. Mengenalinya jauh sekali. Hanya nama pernah di tutur oleh umi.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Ke kiri, ke depan, aku mencari. Tulang rusuknya,aku. Rupanya ada saja di depan. Sejak dari kecil. </p>
<p dir=ltr>Ya. Dia warisku. Anak lelaki bongsu kepada datuk saudara tiriku. Sekali lagi. Aku tidak pernah tahu wujudnya dia.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Pertama kali bertemu. Hanya atas dasar waris. Tiada siapa yg aturkan pertemuan kami. Memang takdir yg membuka hati untuk aku bertemu. Lelaki bakal suamiku.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Kemudiannya, satu petang yang lain. Di kedai kopi. Di uturkan ayat yang ku kira agak gila. </p>
<p dir=ltr>"Sudikah awak menjadi isteri saya"</p>
<p dir=ltr>Aku menangis. Sumpah. Allah.. telah kabulkan doa ku. Setiap satu yg ku mohon ada padanya. Apa lagi yang aku cari. Aku berdoa..</p>
<p dir=ltr>"Ya Allah, jika dia jodohku, dekatkanlah hati kami, permudahkan urusan kami, agar kami tidak melanggar hukumMu. Ya Allah, jika dia bukan jodohku, pisahkan kami. Jgn dibiar wujud sebarang rasa"</p>
<p dir=ltr>Sebulan berkenal, aku di risik petang syawal ke-2.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Mengikat pertunangan aidiladha yg lepas.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Kini, menghitung hari untuk menjadi kekasihnya. Kekasihnya hingga ke syurga.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Alhamdulillah. Kau telah permudahkan urusan kami.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Subhanallah. Indah sungguh aturanMu.</p>
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Assalamualaikum..</div>
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Sebenarnya dah lama draf untuk entri kali ini berada di dalam kepala. Setiap kali nak menyentuh jejari ini pada keyboard mesti ada yang menghalang. Kumpul sedikit demi sedikit isi yang ingin disampaikan dan kali ini, Alhamdulillah, dapat juga nak luahkan pandangan dalam blog kali ini.</div>
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Topik kali ini agak berat. Ye la, rezeki tu kan dah ditentukan di Luh Mahfuz. Dah di coretkan terlebih dahulu sebelum kita mula kenal dunia. Namun, kenapa masih ada yang mempertikaikan tentang rezeki masing-masing.</div>
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First, mahu bertanya, apakah yang dimaksudkan oleh rezeki?</div>
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Bagi aku, rezeki pertama adalah keluarga. Rezeki kedua adalah peluang hidup dan rezeki ketiga adalah peluang untuk beramal. Rezeki keluarga adalah kebahagiaan keluarga, ibu bapa, suami dan anak-anak. Peluang untuk hidup tu la yang di kategorikan sebagai rezeki kerjaya, rezeki duit rezeki naik pangkat, rezeki rumah, makan minum dan lain-lain. Akhir sekali, rezeki untuk beramal, untuk mengerjakan haji, berzakat, melakukan kebaikan dan berbakti. Tak juga salah dan tak jugak betul. Atas persepsi masing-masing.</div>
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Gaji besar tapi familiy kucar kacir..</div>
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Gaji besar tapi selalu kemalangan, kehilangan atau kemusnahan harta benda..</div>
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Gaji besar tapi hidup sentiasa susah hati..</div>
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Kemudian kita masukkan pula pada iri hati;</div>
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Ketika kita melihat orang lain memperolehi rezeki yang baik, sepatutnya, kita yang melihatnyalah yang patut lebih bersyukur. Bahawa, Allah SWT menepati janjiNya. Sesungguhnya bahagian rezeki kita akan sampai. </div>
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Jadi, mari kita muhasabah, kita fikir balik, perlu kah kita berhasad dengki?</div>
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Cukuplah kita kagum dan berusaha untuk memperolehi rezeki, jangan diselitkan dengan penyakit hati yang satu ini. </div>
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Alhamdulillah, Allah SWT dah turunkan rezeki pada hambaNya itu. InsyaAllah, giliran aku akan sampai pada ketika dan waktu yang Dia rancangkan. Cepat atau lambat hanya Dia yang lebih mengetahui. Percaya pada janji Allah SWT. </div>
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Alhamdulillah. 28 October 2012 yang lepas, telah sah menjadi tunangan kepada seseorang hamba Allah. Doakan yang baik kepada kami dan dipermudahkan urusan dan dipanjangkan jodoh. </div>
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Kalau diikutkan mahu juga bercerita tentang kami. Tapi rasanya, disepakati bersama, elok juga dirahsiakan dahulu siapa pemberi cincin di jari manis ini. Cewah. Sebenarnya ramai rakan2 yang dah tahu siapa, and ramai dah jumpa siapa encik tunang ni. Cuba untuk tidak menghebahkan seperti saranan Rasulullah, tapi zaman sekarang, susah nak sorok. Tambah pulak aku ni jenis excited tak reti nak tutup mulut.</div>
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Jadi.. sehingga entah bila, biarlah dia menjadi seseorang yang misteri buat yang belum mengenali. Yang penting, Allah SWT telah hadirkan seseorang yang pada aku, tak aku terimpikan sebelum ini. Kadang2 terfikir, apa yang aku lakukan hingga dia hadiahkan seseorang seperti dia. Mungkin dugaan yang lepas, inilah hikmahnya. InsyaAllah. sesungguhnya aku bersyukur. Alhamdulillah. :)</div>
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Bila walimah?</div>
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Tunggu jemputan bila semuanya dah di confirmkan. </div>
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Bila nak update jadi Bride-to-be blog (B2B) blog?</div>
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Teringin jugak nak update progress persiapan nanti. Tapi ntah la. takut orang meluat pulak. huhu. tengoklah macam mana. Agak2 ada ke yang setuju?</div>
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