If only people know what we’ve been through.. What ever happened in the past, are lessons learned for both of us. I used to say ‘Pelan-pelan kayuh’ We did it so far. Alhamdulullah. Enam bulan lepas, aku rasa one of dugaan berat for me. He didn’t know. Almost kecundang. One day; Hari Arafah. We were at the R&R, time wukuf we both sat and prayed. I prayed for my heart, to ease the burden, to forget, to let it go and.. To have our own child. He asked, what did I prayed for.. i smiled, but my heart..... was almost bursting. I said “Rahsia” After few months, I guess Allah answers my prayer. But not the last one (yet).