PRIVASI

If only people know what we’ve been through.. What ever happened in the past, are lessons learned for both of us. I used to say ‘Pelan-pelan kayuh’ We did it so far. Alhamdulullah. Enam bulan lepas, aku rasa one of dugaan berat for me. He didn’t know. Almost kecundang. One day; Hari Arafah. We were at the R&R, time wukuf we both sat and prayed. I prayed for my heart, to ease the burden, to forget, to let it go and.. To have our own child. He asked, what did I prayed for.. i smiled, but my heart..... was almost bursting. I said “Rahsia” After few months, I guess Allah answers my prayer. But not the last one (yet).

Dah lima tahun :') Lima tahun yang tidak senang. Dalam caption insta aku, dia tanya kenapa aku tulis awesome husband. Atas birthday cake dia pun aku tulis benda sama. Aku tanya dia balik; "Berapa ramai kawan-kawan awak tanya, 'Isteri kau selalu outstation jauh-jauh kau tak risau ke?'"  Dia jawab, "Ramai"  Aku pun cakap, "Even orang sekeliling saya pun tanya soalan sama 'Suami kau tak marah ke?'" Aku sambung lagi, "Awak, it takes a great husband, with great kepercayaan untuk lepaskan isteri dia pergi mengejar cita-cita. Support yang tak ramai suami boleh bagi. Tapi awak, simpan semua keresahan tu, untuk support saya kejar cita-cita saya. Sebab tu awak awesome di hati saya." Lima tahun. Kalau dia tak letak kepercayaan kat aku, mungkin tahun kedua aku dah berhenti dan stop kerja-kerja site. Walaupun aku pernah terlanggar janji, tapi dia tetap support aku. Sepanjang lima tahun, tak