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Tuesday, October 8, 2013

Antara Cinta dan Cita-Cita

Assalamualaikum.

Selamat pagi.
Antara cinta dan cita-cita. Ah.. cita-cita apa kan? Cita-cita dari kecil kini sudah digapai. Lepas tu apa? Kita mencari pula teman untuk berkongsi cita-cita ini. Ah.. ini juga sudah ku jumpa. Insan paling aku cinta, syurgaku ada pada dia.
Mengapai cita-cita, miliki apa yang aku impikan, kerjaya impian, syarikat kontraktor oil & gas yang besar. Suami yang cukup sempurna di mata aku yang lebih dari apa yang aku minta dari Tuhan. Bunyi seperti sungguh sempurna bukan?

"Never judge people until you have walked a mile in their shoes."

Dan aku.. beratus batu memandu setiap minggu kerana cintaku dan cita-citaku bukan pada tangan kanan dan kiriku.

Jarak.

Antara cinta aku dan cita-cita aku di pisahkan oleh jarak. Cinta yang sempurna dan cita-cita yang menggunung. Buntu.

"Family comes first. You can find money anywhere but not love."

Di bumi Kemaman ini aku kosong. Hanya kerja yang menemani aku sepanjang hari. Membawa aku dari dilema ini. Berlalu kemudian aku sunyi. Kesik. 

Ketawa aku hanya pura-pura. Ceritaku hanya untuk memecah kesunyian. Aku bukan aku. Aku lemas. Tidurku hanya untuk menanti esok hari. 

Kegembiraan aku ada pada cintaku. Tiada yang lebih indah dari duduk di samping suami..dirumah kecil kami.

Keputusan harus dibuat. Pilihan yang aku ada cuma satu. Kembali kepada cinta. 


 

Friday, September 20, 2013

Long Hiatus

May..Jun..July..anddddd September.

Assalamualaikum.

It had been a long time. Well i'm sorry for the lack of update here.. by that i mean, NONE. For those who are waiting about my wedding prep and day (ehem..azie).. sorry T.T No laptop, poor internet connection and superrrr busy. yeah cliche righttttttt

So one pic for now and i pray hard that i'll have time to update summore later.

Teaser
married to the wonderful man on earth ♥
That's all for now. hehe. :p

Thursday, May 2, 2013

Short Update

Assalamualaikum..

I was thinking to continue with the wedding preparation update. Unfortunately, last few weeks, I was busy with the final job to close down the dept and also attending few interviews. And last week, I've got an offer. Alhamdulillah. It's one of the big Malaysian oil and gas service company and the job scope is similar with the job i did in my current company. It is an offer i couldn't resist. :)

However, it also means that me and my husband will endure a long distance relationship. My new job will be in Kemaman base. It is a sacrifice i need to do and he is very supportive.

So this is it. will start a new job, new place and will be quite busy after this. Hopefully i can find some time to update this blog.

till then, Wassalam.


Saturday, April 6, 2013

Second Update : My Wedding Attire

Assalamualaikum..

Bersambung lagi dari entri lepas.

After the engagement, benda pertama kami start adalah dress and wedding attire. Torn off between nak sewa, sewa but custommade, or cari designer to make our own baju. Kata sepakat, we made our own baju sebab since ini adalah our once in a lifetime big day, we want to keep the baju as the memoir of our wedding. Nanti boleh bagi anak pakai masa wedding dieorang. Hahah berangan.

The listing of the designer started. Aku list down satu-satu designer and end of the day lepas crossed few names, we ended up with Man Kajang and Dwen Raha. Masa tu dah memang nekad gila dah nak Dwen Raha after tgk collection2 dia kat FB. Satu malam, aku beranikan diri PM kat fb.. skali dia cakap dah penuh until August 2013. My god, masa tu baru bulan November kot.. So memang frust jugak la.. sbb kalau Man Kajang of course la tip top baju dia but since kami boleh cari designer yang better priced why not kurangkan spending on the attire kan?

Then esoknya aku g ofis cerita la kat Isma, my officemate. Ingat petang nak contact Man Kajang. Pastu dia cakap dia ada member designer. After dia tanya, her friend cakap memang nak tempah dengan designer patut tempah at least 6 months before the date. Kalau 6 months before, masa tu aku belum jumpa encik tunang. tsk3.Tapi Alhamdulillah, macam aku cakap, Allah SWT permudahkan urusan kami, the designer, Mrs. Imran masa tu baru lepas deliver her baby, so dia quite free at that time and willing to design and make my dress.

She is the owner of Nilam Boutique and her exclusive line for custom made wedding dress  is under her name : Lady Imran Kuala Lumpur. The price is quite ok for us, a bit high from Dwen Raha, but obviously murah than Man Kajang. yey! To my surprise, Man Kajang was her wedding dress designer.


Nilam Boutique


I gave her the color and the concept i want. It was lilac / lavender and i want it to be more less like Irma Hasmie's engagement dress. The veil that is attached on the shoulder, covering my chest and then going up on my head and falling freely at the back. Not too glamorous and i don't want it to have 'ekor' coz i might walking to meet the guest, n i dont want sebelah tangan pegang ekor kain and sebelah lagi salam dengan tetamu. -.-! Oh.. mula2 nak dress kain kembang, but not practical as the wedding will be held kat rumah, not hotel. Duh! Other than that, it's up to her creativity and she come out with the idea of dress with crochet. It was cool for me as lately ni banyak gila baju pengantin yang penuh beading or 3D flowers that the pengapit punya detailing lagi over dari pengantin. And lace is no-no for me sbb dah terlalu biasa. So.. yeah! it was a great idea for me.  :)

She send me her design,


The design was great, so i told her to proceed, and after few fitting session, this is my wedding dress;

Unfortunately, aku takde gambar penuh yang nampak semuanya except gambar yang taken using my camera phone by my brother. most of it gambar depan je dan x nampak crochet kat atas kepala. Nanti aku akan usahakan untuk ambil gambar kat mannequin n update later or if dapat gambar from OP.

UPDATE: The dress pic. (Courtesy from Nilam Boutique KL)






Additonal, gray slanting inner is from Ayunar.

Selain wedding dress, we also made my husband attire and also my custom made shoe with Lady Imran; Tadaaa...


you can see the sole with the lady imran label. Kat tapak ada Rhinestone as a mark.




Untuk my husband attire, i'll story later in the next post memandangkan post ni saja dah berjela. haha.


Till then, bye!


Wallahualam.











Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Entering new phase of life : Behind the scene

Alhamdulillah

Everything went well. Walaupun kelam kabut sedikit here and there, maklumlah anak first but yeah.. i am glad that it went well. :)

Seriously need to update pasal wedding preparation since ramai yang personally email, sms, dan segala jenis bentuk komunikasi bertanyakan pasal vendor untuk dresses, pelamin, photog n even makeup. so senangnya, next time aku bagi je link blog ni yeh? last week baru je bagi sefolder gambar kat member yang tanya pasal wedding aku untuk preparation kahwin kakak dia. siap aku describe satu2. huhu..

It is the joy of sharing the best moment of my life. The preparation and the event itself. I had fun organizing it with my fiancee. He was very supportive and helpful, even he himself did his task very well. Also, not to mention the coffee shops, wedding magazines we bought and bawak ke hulu kehilir on our meet ups.

inspiration. really helpful

And I still remember Dome Alamanda was our first wedding preparation meet up. Ngeee...

Booking our honeymoon flight at McD Equine

budgeting, Glad that he is a pro on this. Old Town White Coffee Kelana Jaya.

Brainstorming wedding theme, Theobroma The Curve.

 
Alhamdulillah, money wise, Allah permudahkan untuk kami. Ye lah, kami kenal tak lama mana, decided untuk nikah, so ada 3 months sahaja untuk buat all the preparation. Tak boleh nak survey sangat. Mana yang berkenan, book pastu terus proceed. Memang terasa bersyukur sangat sebab tak payah pening dah bab duit. But tenaga kerja, memang cabaran besar sebab yang tinggal hanya umi dan abah. Abah pulak outstation seminggu sebelum wedding n the venue.. rumah kami yang separa siap itu, terbengkalai seketika sebab abah takde. cabaran gila bila malam sebelum nikah baru nak pasang kipas dan lampu sementara dalam bilik pengantin. Nak cari orang upah pun tak sempat.

syed helping abah doing my room.

Tapi Allah SWT tu paling berkuasa, kawan2 datang right on time, mereka la segala yang tolong itu ini, dah Alhamdulillah, krew pelamin nikah bertungkus lumus bersama kami sekeluarga mendekorate rumah yang setengah siap itu. Sampai kul 4 pagi.

Panjang betul nak cerita satu2.. kenapa rumah yang separa siap tu yang jadi venue, tunggu cerita next time. Husband dah geleng kepala sbb dah lewat. just a short updates from me.

Ya Allah.. Alhamdulillah, Kau telah permudahkan urusan kami. :))


P/S: kalau ada yang seriously nak tahu pasal preparation kawin n how to manage it, boleh personally email : zahra910[at]yahoo[dot]com  or private msg kat fb. Seriously, best gila share pasal preparation kahwin and kalau boleh nak semua orang rasa enjoy prepare kahwin. *tetiba rasa bercita2 nak jadi wedding planner.

Thursday, January 17, 2013

Takdir kami. Cerita kami.

Lebih kurang 6 bulan lepas. Kami pertama kali bertemu.

Satu ketika dicerita. Sudah bertahun dia menunggu. Katanya dia bukan lelaki yg akan aku pilih. Malu untuk menegurku. Katanya aku sombong.

Sungguh, melihatnya aku tak pernah. Mengenalinya jauh sekali. Hanya nama pernah di tutur oleh umi.

Ke kiri, ke depan, aku mencari. Tulang rusuknya,aku. Rupanya ada saja di depan. Sejak dari kecil.

Ya. Dia warisku. Anak lelaki bongsu kepada datuk saudara tiriku. Sekali lagi. Aku tidak pernah tahu wujudnya dia.

Pertama kali bertemu. Hanya atas dasar waris. Tiada siapa yg aturkan pertemuan kami. Memang takdir yg membuka hati untuk aku bertemu. Lelaki bakal suamiku.

Kemudiannya, satu petang yang lain. Di kedai kopi. Di uturkan ayat yang ku kira agak gila.

"Sudikah awak menjadi isteri saya"

Aku menangis. Sumpah. Allah.. telah kabulkan doa ku. Setiap satu yg ku mohon ada padanya. Apa lagi yang aku cari. Aku berdoa..

"Ya Allah, jika dia jodohku, dekatkanlah hati kami, permudahkan urusan kami, agar kami tidak melanggar hukumMu. Ya Allah, jika dia bukan jodohku, pisahkan kami. Jgn dibiar wujud sebarang rasa"

Sebulan berkenal, aku di risik petang syawal ke-2.

Mengikat pertunangan aidiladha yg lepas.

Kini, menghitung hari untuk menjadi kekasihnya. Kekasihnya hingga ke syurga.

Alhamdulillah. Kau telah permudahkan urusan kami.

Subhanallah. Indah sungguh aturanMu.

:)

Sunday, December 23, 2012

Testing the mobile blogging

Assalamualaikum, this is just a simple post. Mobile blogging user. Let's check it out.

If this is published, then you can read this. *YOU DON'T SAY*

Haha. :5
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