aku ingin peluk abah dan katakan "aku sayang abah"

puisi buat ayahanda - Miss Fynn

kembali ke sebulan lepas
ketika aku di Indie Day Out, MCPA.
(sempat tengok Hujan dan KL's Blues punya peformance je)

terasa.

emosi ku terjejas.

mendengar kembali puisi itu sentiasa membuatku teringatkan ayahanda.

abah aku ingin pulang & aku mahu pulang.

anakmu ini milik kamu, abah

aku ingin pulang...

abah, aku sayang abah

abah,
abah lah yang sentiasa menghulurkan tangan
ketika aku hampir mencecah bumi
dan bawa semangatku kembali mengapai awan
tanpamu, sudah tentu impianku telah lama reput.

Terima kasih masih tak mampu meyelesaikan hutang kasih sayang mu kepada ku
apa yang aku dapat katakan..

aku sayang abah, selamanya.
Terima kasih abah.

*setiap kali ku ulang puisi ini, air mata ku akan mengalir. oh aku memang emosi. tak salah kan??

Comments

Fynn Jamal said…

anak ayah, ya?
mereka memang tidak reti menunjuk.
mereka bukan bunda2.

hati mereka, cuma mereka mengerti.

sayang ayah kamu.
*peluk*

March 8, 2008 at 1:04 PM

a n o n said…

ya. ini anak ayah.
terima kasih kak fynn.
untuk puisi indah itu yang bisa
mengingatkan ku pada abah sentiasa.

*peluk*

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