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narkisus is vain

"Ketika aku sedih, aku hanya perlu duduk di depan cermin. Melihatkan muka aku ketika sedih membuatkan aku ketawa terbahak-bahak lalu kagum. Aku kemudian tengelam dalam narkisus diri sendiri." - aku terjumpa.

AHA! nak muntah boleh?

mungkin tak boleh.

Kata Hanis;
"Jangan hina orang perasan, kami pun nak hidup"

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Dia
merenung. menelah ke kanan, ke kiri.
celahan birai pintu yang rekah.

Musalmah.
berhenti. melihat mendalami.
"Oh tak. Tak mungkin Dia ku miliki"

Dia milik Bahiyah...

Comments

. T Y D N D Y . said…
i wish i could write like this.
but i am too shallow.
hahahahha.
TuTs said…
xfaham......... . . . . . . . . . . . . . ..... . . . . ...
a n o n said…
darl - haha.. i think i am shallow. disable to express my feeling into actual language. how i wish i can really write loudly and direct..

tuts - LOL. xpe xpaham. tajuk pun xde kaitan sgt sebenarnya dengan isi. n dasuki tu cerita lama.(what a kuno name). his name came across my mind hari tu. hahaha




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