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i woke up this morning,
and i realized.

I need to stop giving hope.

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Ironic.
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Pagi tadi juga,
suara seorang wanita,

Kuat tak pernah menjadi alasan.
Bijak tak pernah menjadi alasan.
Indah tak pernah menjadi alasan.
Gembira tak pernah menjadi alasan.

Kamu.
Hanya perlu yakin,
untuk meruntuhkan sebuah tembok.

Antara dinding.
ego.
sombong.
dengki.

Suatu hari,
alasan yang tidak pernah menjadi alasan
akan menjadi saksi.
Mengheret kamu ke satu lubang kosong.

pada,
HATI kamu sendiri.

Pada saat kamu kecewa pada diri kamu sendiri,
kuat, bijak, indah, gembira.
Memakan jiwa.

Sebagaimana

"Api yang membakar kayu kering"

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TuTs said…
suati(?)

sori nik, Spam! hehe
June 4, 2009 at 2:13 AM
tya said…
ah ape ni nik. xpaham.
emo.
;p
June 4, 2009 at 11:24 AM
a n o n said…
tuty - Ahh.. benci!! Huhuhu dah 2-3 kali read-proof pun salah jugak. Tsk.

Tya - jgn emo. Ni entri crap je. Krkrkrkrk.. eh..sekarang dah AOKAOKAOK..
June 5, 2009 at 12:02 AM
tya said…
hahaha tak sangka nik perasan. aokaokaokaokaok!
June 5, 2009 at 12:44 PM
TuTs said…
haha gelak ape plak ni?
lost lah!

nik apsl kene sebut nama api last skali - -" name kami mane?
June 9, 2009 at 12:05 AM
a n o n said…
tuty - haha tu gelak macam aril AF. aokaokaok. tya nih..

=P

ok2..

bagai tuty, tya dan eda yang membakar kayu kering.

ayat nak bunyi macam esei pasal sesi gotong royong.tehel..hahaha.
June 9, 2009 at 5:44 PM
TuTs said…
haha

a'a mcm ktorg ni rajin sgt. haha
sounds better!
June 9, 2009 at 7:50 PM
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