PRIVASI

Hej Denmark! 3 Oktober 2016 Hari Isnin. Kami dijangka berlepas pada 8.50 pm menaiki Qatar Airways. Jam 12.00 kami dah bertolak dari rumah memandangkan kami perlu ke rumah kakak ipar di Kelana Jaya. Husband plan nak tinggalkan kereta di rumahnya kemudian kakak ipar akan hantar kami ke KLIA. Lepas solat zohor dan mandi, kami bergerak ke KLIA. Sebelum sampai ke KLIA, sempat singgah kat Mitsui Outlet sebab nak cari kasut boot. Muahaha. Sebabnye aku tak ada kasut yang proper. Yang ada hanyalah flat Sketchers dan dari pembacaan aku, kasut jenis tu tersangatlah tak sesuai kalau nak pergi time2 sejuk macam ni. Terpaksalah aku cari kasut boot jugak. Maybe kalau tak sebab safety boots aku terkoyak tapak, boleh la aku jalan2 pakai safety boots je. Sampai Mitusi terus tuju kat Timberland. Mana yang ada size, rembat je. Melayang lagi duitku.. tapi aku rasa perlaburan yang berbaloi sebab boots tu ringan, berat cuma 200g je weih! Tak rasa mcm pakai kasut boot pun sepanjang dua mi...

Referring to the previous entry. Alright. Setelah seminggu jet lag. Almaklumlah akok tidak pernah ke negara Eropah, so jet lag melampau2 gitu. Before ingatan makin lupus, baiklah cerita awal2 trip last Horneymoon haritu. Sebelum tu nak cerita, asalnya trip ni adalah trip training + FAT (Factory Acceptance Test) ke Svenborg, Denmark. Tapi alang2 company dah bayor flight return KL - Copenhagen, makanya sambil menyelam minum air, aku mintak date retun tu lambat seminggu. Segala persiapan semua last minute. Walaupun ura-ura akan ke Denmark tu since awal tahun lagi. Tapi tak mahu la excited terlebih. Jadinya bila dah official keluar surat kena ke sana, which was dua minggu sebelum berangkat, barulah side planning *cough cough*, dibuat. Oh ya. walaupun ticket return dibayar oleh company, tapi segala perbelanjaan dan hotel setelah habis training adalah tanggungan sendiri. Husband juga bayar tiket dia sendiri, cuma mintak company tolong bookan je. Trip training ini aku pergi dengan 4...

Assalamualaikum and Hi. After three years, baru perasan yang every year we both will be travelling somewhere. So list jelah all the places we went. Nanti ada masa boleh update balik blog for future reading. 2013 Sabah - Kundasang & Pulau Manukan (Our First Honeymoon) Cameron Highland 2014 Buzy!  - Royal Belum Resort 2015 Sabah - Kundasang again Krabi, Thailand Hatnyai, Thailand 2016 Sarawak - Kuching ... and finally next week we will start new honeymoon + my birthday trips. Seven countries in total. Kali ni jauh and big expenses. Worth it? We'll see. ;) Passport - Checked Flight, Train and Cruise Tickets - Checked Currency exchage - Checked Hotels -  One more country belum book Winter clothing (eh?) - Almost.. Pening kepala sebab buat itinerary sendiri. Baca blog, tripadvisor, pilih negara yang nak pergi, pastu compare harga flight and train, tercekik air liur tengok hotel price sampai la.. shopping autumn/winter clothes. Dengan nak shop...

Hi.. Ingat nak sambung entri 'The Journey'  tapi macam malas pulak nak taip entri melancholic since now baru sembuh demam typhoid a.k.a demam kepialu. Btw yang kelakarnya ramai orang tak tahu demam kepialu tu apa. Siap ingat adik beradik demam denggi la, demam malaria la. Aduyai. Meh kali ni nak cerita apa tu demam kepialu. Basically demam kepialu ni adalah demam yang diakibatkan oleh bakteria Salmonella Thyphi yang biasanya ada dalam makanan and minuman yang tercemar. So simptom dia macam keracunan makanan except that dia datang sekali dengan demam dan lain-lain simptom. Demam kepialu kalau tak dirawat boleh mengakibatkan kematian. Huhuhu.  Kisah aku. Since aku baru je recover dari operation bulan 12 yang lepas, bila aku start masuk kerja akhir bulan Januari, aku rasa pening-pening, letih, cold sweat dan hilang fokus. Mula-mula ingatkan hypoglycemia, so aku pun beli la glucose time lunch. Lepas minum dua gelas rasa okay sikit. Balik ruma...

The year was 2013. It was me getting married to the person I’ve known for 6 months and looking forward to build a family with him. I can see myself; holding our first baby. 2015 and not a sign of embryo in my womb. More than thirty times my body failed me. I wasn’t sad, rather worried. I still remember seeing Dr Adilah of Hospital Pantai for the third time. It was in 2014. She was looking at my black and white HSG report.  It didn’t look good. ‘Suspected Adenomyosis and tubal blockage’ There. After two cycles of clomid with twice the dosage on the second time, she gave me a choice; Laparoscopy or IUI. I cried on my way back. I remember back in 2010 I had a biopsy for fibroadenoma . Could it be from the same cause? 

Happy New Year. Macam bercakap dengan dinding masa type previous posts. Lama jugak private blog. Throwback 2015. Kerja- kerja-kerja-kerja 10 projects as Project/Job Manager and 5 more assisting my colleague with his projects. Fuhhh.. penat Tuhan je tahu. Driving alone all over Malaysia sampai keluar term "Kereta ku, Rumah ku". Mileage pun dah cecah lebih 100k! Tak sampai tiga tahun pun lagi. Tapi of course la enjoy sebab memang minat . Betul la kata mat salleh; amik siap google lagi image ni. Kah! Ada one time tu aku pernah siapakan site job kat PD pukul 2 pagi pastu direct drive ke Gerik sebab ada kick-off project meeting and back on the same day just to find out kena pergi Pulau Tioman on the next day. Gile kau! Gagahkan lah jugak drive sorang-sorang ke Mersing. Balik Tioman terus demam. En Somi siap gelak n gelar Power Puff Girl. Katang sangat katenya. pfft! Sebenarnya ni normal untuk most engineer kat ofis aku, Masing-masing kira m...

3 of 366 (yeah, this year is the leap year) I lost my only grand ma. I saw she's taking her last breath. I was there. Speechless. When I hold her hand, I still feel the warmth. It felt surreal. She's gone with the presence of all her children. I can't recall the moment after that and suddenly, people were coming to our home. It just weird when people coming to your house to pay their last visit at 3 am. I recited Yaasin beside her after Subuh prayer. Umi told me to get ready, we would be busy throughout the day as we're the host. At 7 am, my husband, sister, cousins and relatives from all over Malaysia arrived. The funeral preparation started since before Subuh. As we washed her body, it suddenly hit me, "this is the last time I can do deed to her". I gently washed her hand, I pray that Allah swt will be merciful to her like she did when she raised my mom. I keep praying and praying. Soon after her body on the white sheets, I could see her face ...